Sick of
talking about Bread yet? Yup, me, too. But our Gospel passage once again has
Jesus talking about how he is the Wonder Bread to end all Wonder Breads, so we
can’t totally ignore it.
Yup, I’m
tired of thinking about and talking about the bread thing. But the comforting
thing to me in today’s reading is this: the disciples are sitting there saying
“We don’t get it. This is hard. How are we supposed to figure this teaching
out, much less explain it to others?”
If the
disciples, who were right there when Jesus was saying these things, don’t
understand it, then maybe I am not such a dope after all…maybe it is just plain
hard, despite Jesus’ attempt to get us all to understand by saying he is the
bread of life. It’s a metaphor, designed to help us understand some very
complex theological stuff. A metaphor that places him as the source of all
sustenance and connectedness to our Creator. A metaphor that starts to help us
sort it out. Unfortunately, we, like the disciples, aren’t all the way there
yet in figuring it out.
A metaphor is a
literary figure of speech that describes a something by saying that it is, on
some point of comparison, the same as another otherwise unrelated object…like
saying a politician is a hawk, or a barbecued slab of ribs is heaven in your
mouth…or Jesus is bread for us to consume.
Sometimes
metaphors are a struggle for us, as Jesus’ disciples discovered. Sometimes they
can be helpful.
Fifteen
years ago, Roberto Benigni’s film “Life Is Beautiful” showed a man who dealt
with his life as a series of metaphors, metaphors that helped explain the
riddles of life. When something happened that challenged him and his wife and
child, Guido would joyfully cry out “Metaforo!” “It’s a metaphor!” and proceed
to translate the riddle of the thing that was happening into a story about what
was good. The most complicated riddles that Guido faced were about Italy in the
time of Nazism and how he and his family, Italian Jews, were being taken to
concentration camps. He used metaphors to translate the horrific things around
him and his family into something different, something more joyful. He worked
to protect his child, in particular, from what they were facing, by recasting
it as a metaphor for something positive. Protecting his son from the
vile truth, Guido told his son Giosué that they were just on a big holiday, and
he turned the camp into a game for Giosué, claiming that they must win 1000
points to win a real tank and leave. Guido said he must complete "tasks"
for the camp "moderators" (the
Nazi SS), while avoiding impending fate
with everything he could offer. At one point, a German officer required a
translator. Despite not speaking a word of German, Guido stepped forward and
made up the "Regole del Campo" from the German's body language,
claiming that tanks, soldiers and such, in fact everything that could be seen
in the camp, were part of a giant game of Hide and Seek. Guido said that Giosué could not cry, ask for his mother or
declare he was hungry, because that would cause him to lose the
"game", in other words, death. Guido had crafted a story to explain what was
happening in the form of a metaphor – this thing that was happening was all a
game. In the end, as the camp was liberated and the tanks rolled in to the
awful place to free those who were left, the little boy looked up, wide-eyed,
and whispered that word that his father had used to protect him: “Metaforo! E vero!”
The
metaphor that addressed the riddle of who Jesus was and why people should
believe in him was as complicated in its way as the one that addressed the
riddle of why good people should be taken to a concentration camp and put to
death simply because of their religion. Literal folks could see Jesus as a
teacher and healer and possibly God’s anointed one, but could not understand
that what he was giving them was spiritual life, not the overcoming of
oppression. Literal folks could see the barbed wire and the guards and smell
the odor from the gas chambers and identify the camp as a place where evil
people killed innocents, not as a game that could be played to survive and
actually laugh even as the threat of death hung heavy.
Literal
people could not embrace the gift of the metaphor. But it is a gift, and a
beautiful one, because metaphor is about possibility, isn’t it? Seeing things
differently. Wrapping our minds around something big and complex and difficult
so that we can grow in new ways. And that is a hard step for us to take. It was
hard for the ordinary people who came to hear Jesus, and in some ways equally
hard for the disciples to do, since they had their own view of who they wanted
Jesus to be. It was hard for others in the concentration camp to embrace
Guido’s metaforo, and they saw Guido
as a buffoon, a crazy fool.
But in
both stories, who survived? The disciples who embraced the difficult metaphor,
knowing that they could not sort it out completely. The child who joyfully accepted
his father’s metaphor, despite what was happening around him. A metaphor can
carry us to places our minds cannot.
We need
tools like metaphors to get us through the difficult stuff, even when they
don’t completely resolve the riddles. And so we get another metaphor in today’s
readings. Take a look at the passage from Paul’s letter to the Ephesians.
He
encourages the disciples at Ephesus, who were facing the hard work of trying to
share what they had learned about Jesus and the Gospel with others. He says
“Put on the armor of God… fasten the belt
of truth around your waist, and put on the breastplate of righteousness. As
shoes for your feet, put on whatever will make you ready to proclaim the gospel
of peace.”
Another metaphor. If we are frightened, if we
feel unable to carry on, if we feel that everyone is going to attack us for
doing what God wants us to do, we simply strap on the full armor of God.
I don’t know about you, but whenever I hear
that phrase from Ephesians, I think about a saying that became popular among
women my age a few years back. If you’re faced with a challenge, put on your
Big Girl Panties and deal with it. Big
Girl Panties - yet another metaphor,
akin to that Old Testament phrase “gird your loins.” Toughen up. Put on what you need to put on.
A friend of mine has a serious chronic
illness, one which weakens her very easily. She is retired now, but for a
while, she tried to keep on working and found that it was important for her to
put on full makeup every morning. Part of that was to mask her paleness and
dark circles under her eyes, but another part was putting on her armor to go
and do battle…like anther metaphor, putting on your war paint.
And the
thing that ties two very different metaphors together – “I am the bread of
life” and “put on the whole armor of God” – is not so much a theology of who
God is as it is a theology of what God expects us to do.
Take it as
a given that we do not fully understand God. God is awesome, and we probably
don’t even have all the words we need to describe God, much less understand
God. Jesus gives us metaphors to try to help, but in the end, we are still left
with an imperfect understanding, and even Jesus knows this. Remember how he
says elsewhere in the Gospel of John: “I still have many things to say
to you, but you cannot bear them now.” (Jn 16:12)
So the
disciples, those who haven’t said, “enough of this mishegoss!” say, “okay, we’re here, we believe in you. We may not
understand everything, but we believe.” And they do what?
They get up and
go out and start doing things consistent with what Jesus wants them to do.
In other words,
despite the fact that the metaphor of the bread didn’t explain it all to them,
they say that they believe and then they put on their Big Boy Togas, their
armor of God, and go and do the work. What does Paul say? “As shoes for your feet, put on whatever will
make you ready to proclaim the gospel of peace.”
And in doing so,
they understand better than any words, any metaphors, who Jesus is and what
they are supposed to do. It is the doing that finally takes us to the next
level of understanding.
We are people of
words. We like to be able to articulate what we understand. We use all the
tools at our disposal, like metaphors, to explain things. But in the end, there
is belief and there is action in response to that belief.
We may not
understand everything about God – I’ve got many questions for our Creator when
I get to heaven – and our attempts to try and use language to make God
understandable may be imperfect, but the time comes when I – and you – are
expected to put on the armor of God and show what God means to us. If we try
and wait for the perfect metaphor to explain it all, nothing will get done.
That’s just procrastinating. Whatever
thing we do when we put on that armor and share God through our lives and our
actions, that is when we will really begin to understand our
relationship with the One who created us. God loves us and guards and guides us
through the riddles of life. We don’t need a metaphor for that.
Amen.
1 comment:
I'd like to thank you for posting some pretty wonderful sermons online! While our little parish in Troy, MT doesn't currently have a priest, we've got an active church and lay ministers who look for great Reflections like yours to share with the congregation. We appreciate your assistance! - Angel
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